Outer
identity ... esther
mentally ... unstable
lost for ... thirteen years
my prison ... smss
cell number ... 1e5
first day of suffering ... 100991
best trait ... still alive
talent ... still laughs
morbid.cynical.marionette.
Inner
i love myself the most
i hate you the most
dead.torn.impure.
Wishlist
x full metal alchemist 2005 calendar x
x prince of tennis 2005 calendar x
x prince of tennis face pouches x
x zen x
x hikaru anime x
x X OST x
x that yaoi manga x
x the ring movie x
x more tanemura arina! x
x no more suitors --; x
x mic x
x improve chinese x
x prettier hair x
x nike shoes with elf-like toes x
x webcam x
x T1 connection x
x greenday - american idiot x
x alter bridge - one day remains x
x keane - hopes and fears x
x maroon 5 -songs about jane[special]x
x full moon wo sagashite OST x
x wolf's rain ost [not Yoko Kanno]x
x fruit's basket ost [not memory for you]x
x death to poseurs x
x more prince of tennis x
x gothic lolita getups x
x boys' clothes x
x more shoes x
x quiksilver tee x
x more clothes x
Society
1e5
three stooges
tessa
natasha
alex
maithilli
jean
julia
hannah
sonia
daphne
kerrie
sarah
angelina
darren
nadiah
World
fma
suprnova
animesuki
bad-luck
sakura-crisis
nakama
dragonfly manga
hochuuami
inane
bestanime
uploadit
lyrics
animelyrics
good anime music
gendou anime music
anime music games
anime and game music
layouts
anime music
music
cute personal page
anime music
quizilla
absolute anime
aku-tenshi
m.a.g.e
morbid outlook
delirium
gothic lolita references
gundam wing yaoi
yaoi shrine
let there be yaoi
megkf scanlations
kakyoku
gurabiteshiyon
fictionpress
ff.net
da gurlz translation
muted faith
Past
past...negative...?
I hate him.
I hate him.
I HATE HIM! DAIKIRI!
him. jonathan. what's-his-face. damn him. damn him to the DEEPEST hells.
he acts as if he fucking KNOWS me. whatever. or us, for that matter (us being annette, tessa and the gang). He doesn't even KNOW ALL OUR NAMES. Fuck him.
Wait. scratch that.
he can FUCK HIMSELF.
i hate him.
i hate him so much.
i told him i wasn't.
he doesn't believe me, obviously, but that's his stupid little business. he can tell the whole world for all i care. he can tell bloody sensei for all i care. it's not like anybody would think i'm CAPABLE of doing such a thing. just because i'm 13. doesn't mean i'm not capable of breaking someone's heart. doesn't mean i'm not capable of killing someone. doesn't mean i'm not capable of having sex. doesn't mean i'm not capable of dying. doesn't mean i'm not fucking capable of going on a one-way train to HELL.
it doesn't.
don't underestimate me.
i won't care if i break your heart, because you are NOTHING to me. you're worth as much as singapore is on the world map. you're worth even less, in fact. you are an INSIGNIFICANT BASTARD.
what's wrong with my temperament? absolutely nothing.
what's my problem? you.
i hate everything i know about him. don't give me that holierthanthoujustcuzimfiveyearsolderphysicallybutfifteenmillionlightyearsyoungerthanyou crap attitude. it doesn't make you cool. it makes you look like a complete IDIOT.
i hate you, jonathan. i don't care that you're probably never going to read this (if you do, then all the better.), i'll say it again.
i hate you, jonathan.
i hate you so much.
-basket case
layers uncovered...8:11 PM
